the weekenders

been lazing around in my room and doing practically nothing productive at all. since season 2 of the secret life of the american teenager is out, ive been ogling at my desktop screen and watch 2 of their new episodes. pfffts! its kinda getting draggy-ier each season. the first season is all about s.e.x. i mean every episode they talk about is s.e.x. no varieties sia! isnt there any rioting or shooting or i dont know...like freedom writers. arent american teenagers suppose to be as ghetto as the freedom writers? and and gossip girl is like must-watch! like i dont care if its overrated and i dont care even if 15 years old watch. chuck seriously need to ditch his old habits and get blair back on his laps. can i have more of chace crawford on the screen please eventhough i think ed westwick is sexy! and kirby in lipstick jungle look so kissable! hahahaha...sial la! i cant get enough of this chick flicks.

anyways! i think i really need to curb my appetite badly. went to sheng shiong just now and i splurge on tidbits like nobody business. thats not all! and i realised that ive been have bad cravings, eating junks/fast foods and i cant live with one meal per day! i dont mind double helpings. pffts! at first i thought its was the doxycycline that was causing this impluse eating but i stopped eating the anti biotics because i dont see any positive effects but more like the reverse. so since ive stopped eating the medication, i cant figure out what makes me have all those temptations and yes gaining weight. but the irony is sometimes i dont even care what i ate because good food are heaven sent. i cant resist it and tend to regret afterwards. and my peha looks like beyonce sia. so fucking big! -.-" i dont like okay.

oh ya! i miss the kittens. :( and i cant wait for school to end and holiday to start!


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uploaded RPSE reflection video. excuse the bad production and a clearly zoom-ed picture of my stressful face. it was taken by my dad.